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| Hi friends!!
Gettin ready to get a new look started for the page..I'm on my roomies computer so its a bit harder (she has an apple....boo)
Anywho!
It's 12:00 almost on the dot as I'm writing this and I'm starting my 48 hour fast. Kinda starting out slow this time around but I'm working up to it.
So far today I've only had a cup of soup that I made the other day...nothing but some herbs, veggies, and chicken broth. I've also had some rice as well.
I'll be updating more...I'm not sure how many people will be on this because I'm just starting it back up again...so I guess right now it's just blogging my self will.....stay tuned and comment if you will....motivation is highly appriciated.
Peace and Love! | | |
| I want my collarbones back. | | |
| Ashley Galore
Fashion 8 Days a Week it seems
Monday = The Start.
I know I've said this before...but this time I mean it..it's summertime and I'm mainly by myself most of the time...so I'm serious!
I know I want to be fashionable in college and not be the one going to class in their pajamas....maybe sometimes..So I want to change my wardrobe. Before I change my wardrobe I want to change my body. One has to come with the other and I want both so it's perfect.
Starting tomorrow I'm going to start taking my Hydroxycut again. I haven't been using it for about a month regularly now. I'm also going to go get on birth control again. Don't know why but I might as well 'just in case'.
The MIT at work got written up. I walked into work today and he barely even looked at me. I was just thinking "dont' even begin to blame this on me" He might be mad and pissed off but I don't really care that much. Work was really good this weekend. From saturday to saturday I made more than $300..which I like. I did really good yesterday morning bankin in over 100 and the 100 last saturday also helped. I like money. I like shopping. Yay.
Mr. Brown gets back tomorrow and I can't wait. I've been deprived. He called last night kinda late and I was so dead tired that I didn't put up much of a conversation but I texted him this morning going to work saying I was sorry. Going to watch a scary movie with him after work. I'm so excited.
Alright. So I just watched the Reba McEntire video "You're Gunna Be" and it was about this young girl gettin pregnant. It's really weird to say but I can't wait. I feel like if I were to get pregnant it wouldn't bother me..it's just another freak nature thing. I have a friend at work. She's 19 and she's pregnant and I feel so good for her. I can't wait to see it. She's really excited about it. I mean, I'm sure she's scared to but I like how she decided to keep it. weird subject I just pulled but I can't wait to get a job, a good relationship and have a kid.....I just can't wait. lol.
Long post I know but I love ya guys! | | |
| It's sunday night....and I have plans with the boy on monday night when he gets back from his trip. You know, I dont know why I refer to him as the boy on here...but I do. oh well. It's pretty much boring today...and...I worked my ass off from 10.30 to 5.30...and that's all I really have time for....other than counting calories and exercising and whatnot..I need to grab me a bottle of water before I head to bed
Good night ladies..sorry the post was so boring today.
yup. I lied......I went ahead and told management. He wasn't different today. Grabbed for my straws in my front pocket of my apron. Tried to hug me. I was really pissed off...so I told Bill and then he made me talk to the woman who is never around but looks over many many Applebees and basically...I could get him fired like that if I wanted to. So he's been warned twice now...if he keeps it up...I won't have it.
Going over to a friends house right now so I'll update later tonight when I get home.
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So today went pretty good. I didn't eat much besides a couple of things of cheese and then a stupid meal at work.....stupid work. I just downed my last 20 oz of water...before bed go me!!
I've thought about it after talking to the guy I'm hanging out with...which coincidentally is the guy who the MIT pretty much shares everything with. What Ryan told me is that Alx is pretty much scared shitless because he's said to much about me to guys who work in the back. He knows that if I really wanted to I could basically get him kicked out of MIT faster than I could snap my fingers. He has 2 kids...and pretty much needs the money so I'm not going to. I'm sure he knows he crossed the line and he already apolagized to me saying he was sorry if he had offended me in any way. I'm just going to play it cool and if he says something..I'll just let the guys know about it and they'll take care of it.
sorry about that rant.
I got a voicemail while I was at work today and the first thing I heard was
"hey beautiful"
he's too sweet.
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the boy is in South Missouri but I'm okay with that. I actually had a really really good time tonight. A couple friends from work barbequed and I had a tiny hamburger and potato salad with a deviled egg.......and drinks. I got home about 12 after talking to the boy on my way home. He was too cute..saying things like
"you should really be here right now" and
"man I would love to just kiss you right now" and
"you have to wait for me to get back so we can watch that scary movie together"....
made me feel amazing....the problem is..I tend to overthink things SOOO much..and the things that go through my head are.."he's too pretty for me"...or "what if he's just using me" when what I should really be thinking is..."this would be fun for a summer fling and he's amazingly hot and I like that!"....we'll see how far my mind takes me.
I have a gyno in the morning.....only my 4th one since January....please shoot me..I swear I get more ass at the doctors office than I do on my own time.....and that girls..is pathetic. I have to go to work at 4 and I might get off by 12.
only read if you really want to......
There's this guy at work and he's a Manager-in-Training. He's like..25 some. He's really personal.....flirts with every single girl there. Touchy, perverted, and says/does things he really shouldn't do since he's an MIT. I feel like I should say something to our General Manager.....I don't want to make it a big deal....but I hate feeling like everytime I go in it's "wow..I really hope Alx isn't working tonight." I also know that it's not just me who is thinking these things and even if every single guy says something about it...nothing will be done until a girl says something. A lot of guys have mentioned it because one they don't like him because he comes off that way. He's personally gone up to one of the guys who is thinking about doing MIT and been like "man think about not doin it...there could be a hot 18 year old waitress that you really want to fuck but can't just because of that".....guess who is the only 18 year old waitress where I work...me. He's talked to the guy that I hang out with about how he thinks I'm hot and how he's an MIT....it bugs me out soo much. I just wish that I knew whether to say something or not...so girls..help me out please.
THINSPO!!
the only one tonight....yet effective enough!
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